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| Wednesday, May 23rd, 2007 | | 9:43 pm |
not a lot of time to spare, that whole license thing, and i know hvent been giving much attention other places, but wtff? (thats a fucking fuck. it deserves it.) | | Wednesday, May 2nd, 2007 | | 6:45 pm |
once again, getting dicked over by the school. apretnly the commandant decided that my room was the worst first class room he had ever saw. i did everything they wanted on there stupid fucking inpection sheet. dont get mad at me cause you changed your rules and gave me a bit to lsip by. my room was clean. atleast as clean as anyother fucking room. and instead i have to stay here and get reinspected. and of course my fucking room mate doesnt care and dint fight for it caus ehe never fucking leaves anyway. nice kid, but stand up once and afucking while paul. i wasnt even here for the fucking inspection. again. seemed this happene dlast time too. wasnt here, paul was, i failed. god fucking damnitt. and normally, i wouldnt give a fuck. excpet for the the fact that they changed the inspection to the weekdays to give us the weekend off. yea? cool? i made plans, i thought so too, and what they do, fuck it up like everything else. god fucking damnitt. | | Monday, April 30th, 2007 | | 1:57 am |
i dont know what got into her tonight. but I LIKE IT! Current Mood:  hot | | Thursday, March 22nd, 2007 | | 6:51 am |
damnitt. why do I have to be such a fat kid? im pretty sure if i ddint go out with danny and have that burger last night i woulda passed my pfa today. and like i tried not to have it, i debated with danny for like 20 minutes whether to go or not. and even when i sat here and thought, nah, i dont really need it, i went anyway. god damnitt. plz, crom or god or buddha or chuck norris or whoever the fuck up there feels like listening. plz dont let me get kicked out for being fat. i just want to graduate. i may not be the best fucking person here, and im aparently not the fittest person here, or the smartest, but i like to consider myself a relatively hard wokring kid. i know i try harder than most though. and i also know that i have had like 20 chances for this, but , i dunno just please dont kick me out. i jut wanna fucking graduate man. fuck. | | Thursday, March 15th, 2007 | | 7:55 am |
so failed the body fat thing, again. I can't really be suprised this time tho. I mean, i didnt really do what i wa supposed to. i've been working out, but i could of worked harder. and i really didnt watch wht i ate. and i mean, i love eating, and i fucking hate the fact that at 22 years old i have somebody telling me that i need to watch what i eat. but it would of been the last time ever!!! so yea,f ucked up on that. theres still hope tho. i can get a fat kid discount if i do really well on the prt part, which, since i've actually been working out, i think i can do. so yea, lets hope for that, cause a nother fail is something i dont wanna hafta deal with. im a little frustrated with certain things too. i realzie its nobody real fault. except the us govt and american people as a whole, but whatever. i really want to work past it, i think i have a good plan. now just need a chance to enact it. | | Sunday, February 18th, 2007 | | 4:03 pm |
i know its not her fault, but its really fuckinh frustrating when you just wanna spend time with your girlfreind. alone. but you never fucking can. Current Mood:  frustrated | | Friday, February 2nd, 2007 | | 11:16 pm |
ok, so, first off, i am really liberal in many of my views. but there is also a definite conservative side, almost hardcore conservative with things. also, i'm not really that big on military. I mean i am, but only in that i respect it. not so much that i wanna be it or anything. and i know a lot of people look at what i'm doing now as military, and it is, but not really. theres a major difference between merhcant marine and front lines guys. not trying to take anything away from my job, its one that eneds to get done to support the other side, but its a different kind of job. also, i'm a self proclaimed cry baby. I mean it doesnt get much to make me weep like a baby. But there is something about Rambo, thie first one, that just tears my heart in two. I know a lot people look at it as a dumb action movie, or see sly and think oh man, another great performance, and i like sly, but even if you dont, that last scene, you cant watch that without feeling something. i wasnt even around in the 60's during vietnam and I feel like i fucked it horribly. i realzie its not atrue story, but still. and, while i do kinda like the other ones, the second and third rambo, theyre differnet. and sometimes it makes me sad what they did, basically make two just plain action movies compared to what i see as a major film with a message. besides the other two's message that russia was bad. i dunno, just love that movie. and, it kinda pisses me off to hear people tlak bad about. its ok if you dont like it, but dont tell me its dumb or is just a another stupid stallone flick. | | Wednesday, January 31st, 2007 | | 11:33 pm |
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210.5...my progress seemes to have slowed a bit. damn you wing day, you are my kryptonite. | | Monday, January 29th, 2007 | | 6:32 am |
| | Friday, January 26th, 2007 | | 6:45 am |
in 2 weeks i've lost 2#'s. not quite the rate im looin for, but its a start. i got the working out part down, now i just to try and cut back on what goes in. which is really rather tough for me. cause, i love food. so yea, gotta work on that. its a start though. | | Sunday, January 21st, 2007 | | 9:55 pm |
i know i've said i was gonna start wokring out for a while now. and i've been trying to, but i guess not hard enough. i looked in the mirror today and it made me rather sad. i definetly need to do something. | | Wednesday, January 10th, 2007 | | 10:03 am |
so, despite my previous thought that i'd have to dive on a grenade for the rugby team, the crisis has been averted. what did kind of piss me of were some peoples reactions. whatever. 160 days. | | Tuesday, January 9th, 2007 | | 12:43 am |
so roginally like 6 weeks ago when i planned this everyone wanted to go hunting and everyone wanted to go camping. i got stoked. as the day drew nearer two dropped out, two became pussies, and only one was stoked with me. i was gonna cave and just go back to my house but i dunno, drinkin by the fire tonight stirred something in me. even before i was gonna let em stay in a hotel at night, harldy cmaping. but no. fuck that man. we're goin fuckign CAMPIN now. and if they dont want to, thats fine. but i am. simple as that. me and the battle gnome will reign supreme masters of the land that is the "honga hilton" aka the property aka hoopers island where we own land. also, as much as i love ddrinkin tonight with danny and zimzim, i prolyl shouldnt of cause now its gonna mean more studying i have to do tomorrow which will me mean i might hav eto cut out some of the game tmorrow. altho, i have watch wed before the test, so maybe if i just dont get drunk tomorrow at the game i can sleep good and study on watch. damn u responsiblity. | | Saturday, December 30th, 2006 | | 12:08 pm |
to look at apartments yesterday with the lady. pretty surew efound the one we're goin to move to. its the one in bridgewat5er. its nice. the hallway kinda feels like a scuzzy motel. the insides are nice tho. no big tub. but roomy, and cheap. and the bigges tthing is that christina will then be able to walk to class from the door, thereby saving tons on gas money. i know she wanted the other one. but the one is about 400 clams more each month. i just dont know if we could do that. or even if we could if it would be worth it. anyway, goin shooting. got that itch again. plus i think itll be fun to watch stina shoot. altho im not so sure it sa good idea to teach her how touse a gun, atleast previously i had the ability to stay off any attacks as she was limited to the distance of her kniofe. hmmm. haha. cant wait for new years, cause it means i'm that much clsoer to gettin the hell outta here. its def har dot belive its almost 2007. weird. | | Thursday, December 21st, 2006 | | 3:34 am |
this puppy is fucking crazy. | | Monday, December 18th, 2006 | | 7:51 am |
why is this such a big deal to me? it shouldnt be. maybe cause for so long it hasnt been right? i dunno. i found an amazing gal and i hope i dont fuck it up. the two halves seems to be metling together..slowly. but surely. hey, dont call me surely. haha. man, i love airplane. going to take a nap and eat a banana other guy gave me before lab, then some bullshit. just trying to make it to break. also, its wierd to think that in a few days i'm actually gonna go apartment hunting with christina. very weird, good, but still cant believe it. I got an email from uncle tom the toher day too. i miss him. i think i might try and jump on a ship with him when i get out cause, well, cause that would just be fucking awesome. Current Mood:  peaceful | | Friday, December 15th, 2006 | | 2:34 am |
sometimes i feel like theres two halves of me, and i want to bring them together but i have a endless feeling that i can't. i wish the two halves fit better together, but they dont. not even to me. i can't imagine how it feels to other people. most people dont even know about the other half. Current Mood:  drunk | | Sunday, December 10th, 2006 | | 8:09 pm |
| | Friday, December 8th, 2006 | | 1:05 am |
so lately the big talk around here has beenw hat people ar eplanning on doing after graduation. i intend to head to bsotn and move in with my lady. rockwell i kind of think shouldk eb doing that too(not to boston but wherever he has a job) but i am increasingly getting the feleing that his fright of commitment is shying him away form that. and while his gf i dont think is necessarily the best girl in the world, or the most fun at times. id say on the average she keeps him ahppy. i do think if they try and do a distance relationship for more time next year and not move in together they wont last. but honestly i dont know if thats such a bad thing, cause most time si do thing rockwell could be happoier with someone else. he keeps asking me for advice on what to do, altho he really is asking everyone not just me, and i kinda wanna tellh im that, but you cant really tell someone you think they can do better than the girl their with, thats something they have to find out/decide on their own. i dunno. either way im gonna miss him when he moves out. for the past 3 years ive lived with either nic or rock, and as weird as it may be i kinda liked it, i got used to them haha. morrissey is moving in when rocks out. hes a nice kid, very quiet and introverted and im pretty sure he never goes anywhere. so it should be intersting to say the least. haha. oh well. i talked to the elcetircal guy today about my sea project that i still have to make up, the last major fork in the road between me and graduation, and pretty much i got tha tcleared up, and it wont even cost me any breaks. how f-in sweet is that. now i jsut have to not fail anything. or die. but im not planning on doing either. its also kind of scary to think that in less than a month 30,000 dollars will be deposite dinto my bank account. what the fuck! now granted ill never spend most of it as i plan to only use about 2,000 for fooling aorund money this spring and another 8 for startup money for our apartment in boston, but still, very daunting to have that kinda cash available. im getting fat again too, i just dont have the enrgy, and i didnt get cfo again so i dont have a reason to run with pep in the monring, im gonna try and start runing in the mornin on my own again, i doubt it will work that well sinc ei know no one wil go with me. oh well. i do need to get doing something again tho, im def gettin softer. atelast i got a chacne t make plenty of spending cash tho, i still feel guilty about the last credit card bill. i mean, to an extent i shouldnt, but the part that makes me feel the worse is that i know my mom is doing everything she can to let me just blow money away, like almost as much as she is living on her own. and that i know my father isnt really putting anything into it financially. i think im gonna buy her vacation or stocks or soemthing really really big and expensive one day. i feel ive wronged her a lot. taken advantage and never let he rknow that i really do appreciate it and realize all the sacrifices she's made. i just have to figure out what it is. altho fuck, i still hav eot figure out what to get people for christmas. honestly, as much as i hated being gone at sea for the holidays, i def dint miss buying christmas presents for people. id much rathe rjust get somebody something to get them it rather than because somebody says i should. oh well, whateve, im tired and going to bed. 193 left. |
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